The problem is I can only keep thinking of all the good times we had and how much I love you as a person. Even thought you’re fatally flawed and ten times less than perfect. I think of all the fun we had and laughs, and understanding for each other. I think of our last encounters and while I wish they meant more to you, they meant everything to me. I know, I KNOW that it’s ridiculous to still pine for you. But you left my high five hanging, cold. I don’t know what happened. I know your girlfriend happened, but you never told me or explained why. Why it was that a relationship of almost 2 years meant more to you, than a friendship of almost five. Why you did this to me. I try not to indulge myself in these sado-masochistic feelings, but sometimes I can’t help myself. You ended our friendship and I don’t have the answers. Mystery unsolved.